I'll treat u makan when i get my first pay? :)

hahaha...

when u just started working, i was really hoping that u can ask me out and treat me a meal with ur 1st pay... u didnt, and i did not blame u..

dis time i really wanted to treat u with my 1st pay..
i really wanted to fulfill my dis last promise to u..

but i'm sorry... i lost to the other pathetic self of mine....

i probably wont get a chance to see u again...

i gonna miss u lotssssssssss... hahaha.. really.. i already am...

u stay well


我觉得自己真的很爱很爱你~哈哈

Reminiscing the Past

I miss the olden days..
I miss the old you..

your look were so silly... but sweet
you were always around to listen to my rants and craps
you never failed to console whenever i was down..



now all of them are just parts of my memory....
.. and i really miss every part of them

i miss u
i want to see u very badly..
i hope u can stay by my side..
i love u from the bottom of my heart

but...
i know i cant be selfish
i want u to live in happiness
no matter it is going to be me or others, i will continue to hope for the same things..

i don't want to run away anymore...
for all the facts, i want to accept them openly...
for all the pains, i want to accept them completely...